pinkishchoco

Happy vday

2012-02-14T09:59:00.001+08:00

Happy vday to all my friends. :)

Truth

2012-02-10T02:58:00.001+08:00

I noe if i didnt take gd care of myself or rather if im sad, ppl ard mi will sad w mi... They want mi to b in my best mood.

Disappointment

2012-02-05T13:41:00.001+08:00

Towards u, im disappointed. But hey... Im feeling a lot better now!

Why?

2012-02-04T15:52:00.001+08:00

I dont know why weekends i will think of ..... And weekend i will think of ......

Trip after ut3

2012-02-03T00:35:00.001+08:00

I've decided to go malaysia on 24th till 27th feb. I hope after i return back, everything will went back normal for me. :(

Result to Give Up Or Not

2012-01-31T14:41:00.003+08:00

Belief

2012-01-30T23:21:00.001+08:00

People who leaves me; be it in a r/s, friendship or death is part and parcel of life. I may be struggling now, but this is a lesson to be learnt. Learn to treasure everything in life once there is a chance. So don't take away that chance from me.

Expectation

2012-01-29T03:12:00.001+08:00

Teach me how do you expect me not to angry and forgive you then. *pissed*

Lou hei loooo

2012-01-27T00:49:00.001+08:00

As the presentation for fyp is nearer, we are getting so busy despite its a cny. I've used 7hrs to complete everything. And are so sleepy now. But i wanted to upload some photos taken yesterday during class...

Lou hei time:

2012-01-25T12:32:00.001+08:00

Wow.. Mum told my dad if next yr I no bf, they gg bring me go overseas!! If gt bf, im gonna stay in singapore. Lol... Shld i b glad or sad?

Stupid Me

2012-01-24T09:37:00.001+08:00

Similar trick, i fall into twice. How stupid... I dun understand why 你的世界从来没有我的存在。

Happy cny 2012

2012-01-23T02:04:00.001+08:00

姐，this is e 2nd year you are not w us for e reunion dinner. We are all fine. Anyway, happy cny to everybody. Despite cny, i wasn't that glad. However, all in all... Jus wish everybody to enjoy this cny. May everyone have a fruity year ahead on dragon year! :)

Preparation for cny

2012-01-22T00:46:00.001+08:00

不知为何我依然想你。你可能知道吗？

Hardest Decision

2012-01-21T11:58:00.001+08:00

To stay on or to leave, was the hardest decision ever. Janice :)

Part of my life; you

2012-01-20T03:03:00.001+08:00

Missing u has become part of my life. :)

2012-01-19T18:39:00.000+08:00

My mum was pestering me to have a bf after CNY. =(She told me I am so irritating, everyday irritate her to go out with me.Hais. =(

2011-07-20T23:37:00.000+08:00

I removed you out of my life not because I don’t care, but because you removed me from yours.

2011-07-19T23:21:00.000+08:00

"HI" its a short, simple word. But it's how love starts.

And I didn't expect this "HI" would hurt so much.

2011-07-18T22:34:00.000+08:00

you are keeping ur life as busy as possible so that you don’t have time to be sad. It might not be pleasant, but you would rather feel stressed out than depressed.

2011-07-16T23:36:00.001+08:00

Don't hide the tears.. Be honest, are u really happy?

Every night I stay up past 12, past 1. Nt cause I’m nt tired. Nt cause I want to tweak on social networking sites. cause I am tired, I want to sleep. But I can’t cause my mind runs like crazy. It over thinks, over analyzes things that I don’t want to think about. So I purposely keep myself awake & tire myself out so that whn I do finally lie in bed,I fall asleep and my thoughts don’t keep me up

2011-07-14T22:45:00.000+08:00

I think the saddest thing in life is when you meet someone who means alot to you, only to find out in the end that it was never meant to be and you just have to let go.

2011-07-13T21:28:00.000+08:00

Just because I am happy doesn't mean I have to smile & just because I smile doesn't mean I am happy.

New Active

2011-07-13T10:10:00.003+08:00

I am gonna be active in this blog again.. :)

Looking at the past post,
doesn't really contain much of my past 6 months de memories.

However, I presume everything's alright ba.

Here it goes for today's mood:

Today, I misses him out of nothing.
Never a day he never came across my mind.
What does this means?
Aren’t I suppose to let him go and not think about him?

2011-07-12T22:33:00.000+08:00

Not all sweet smiles and noisy laughs are genuine.
Sometimes,
Its just a way of establishing a strong front.

2011-07-11T22:14:00.000+08:00

Holding back of tears doesn't necessarily mean that everything's alright. It's just that there's no point letting them out, because no one would ever understand how you feel.

2011-07-10T22:57:00.000+08:00

When do you move on?
You move on when your heart finally understands that yesterday remains
as yesterday. And it will never be the same again.

2011-07-09T23:25:00.000+08:00

Stop saying what if. Fact is that what
happened has already happened. You
either work on it or move on.

2011-07-07T00:34:00.001+08:00

She’s strong because she knows what it’s like to be weak. She keeps her guard up because she knows what it’s like to cry herself to sleep.

If onli I could forget the good times we had tgt
and only rmb how many tears flowed.

If onli I could forget the sweet memories between us and only rmb how much u hurt me.

MAYBE THAN IT WOULD BE EASIER TO MOVE ON AND FORGET YOU.

2011-07-03T15:02:00.000+08:00

You know what hurts? Its when you see your entire world so happy, happy than he ever was before, and realize you’re not the reason for his twinkling eyes anymore. And at this point, all you could do is sit around and be happy for him, even if he’s no longer yours.

2011-07-02T14:10:00.000+08:00

When I’m crying and someone hugs me, it makes me cry even more.

2011-07-01T23:09:00.000+08:00

Smiles are like band-aids. They cover up the pain, but it still hurts.

2011-06-30T20:24:00.000+08:00

The hardest part is waking up in the morning and remembering what you had been trying so hard to forget the night before.

2011-06-29T22:35:00.000+08:00

I love seeing you smile. It makes me happy.

2011-06-28T19:25:00.000+08:00

I want a time machine not for changing things but for looking back to the old happy times.

2011-06-27T23:15:00.000+08:00

A smile doesn’t mean you are always happy. It can also mean you’re very strong.

2011-06-26T13:19:00.000+08:00

You might get stronger everyday, but deep down, the pain is still there

2011-06-25T19:05:00.000+08:00

Remember, you always feel your best the moment after you’ve cried.

2011-06-24T18:47:00.000+08:00

You never realize how much you like someone until you watch them like someone else.

2011-06-23T13:54:00.001+08:00

Some people come into our lives just to help us grow through a certain situation. So just because you were once close friends doesn’t mean you need to always be close friends. Some people come into our lives at a particular moment for a particular reason, and that's enough.

Wow

2011-06-09T15:53:00.003+08:00

It had been long since I last update my blog.

I tot I was fortunate but I wasn't.
Anyway, there are a lot a lot of stuffs that I shouldn't be saying here.
All I can say is..

"Friends, pls sms me while you guys are free."

zzZZzz

2011-03-27T00:20:00.002+08:00

You thought it had past,
Yet, you can never imagine how much I will feel.
WTH is that? zzZZzz

Arnold's Chicken @ Hg Green

2011-02-26T16:59:00.002+08:00

Called Ling to ask her what food nice to eat at Hg Green..
She mention about Arnold's Chicken.
Thus, we went there and try...

2011-02-02T18:41:00.001+08:00

2011-02-01T18:33:00.000+08:00

2011-01-16T18:28:00.001+08:00

This pictures was taken from the flower shop at heartland mall. Haha

2011-01-12T12:34:00.000+08:00

我告訴自己如果她轉身我就抱住她結束分手但她沒有回頭只能看著她心痛的離開

KeyChain

2011-01-10T14:21:00.001+08:00

Chalet From 17-20th Dec 2010

2010-12-21T14:55:00.005+08:00

Food bought by ah gal from china

2010-12-20T13:51:00.003+08:00

To U

2010-12-09T00:35:00.001+08:00

I wish I can believe and trust you.

Restless

2010-12-07T11:58:00.003+08:00

As usual, I'm tired and sleepy today.
Partial yesterday. Wondering if I should leave today not.
Hais...
=(
Today's definitely not a right day for me.
Jimmy login my msn and quarrel with me in the morning...
What exactly's wrong, I don't know.
All I know was to MIA and off hp.

A fact in life

2010-11-29T14:25:00.003+08:00

We've got to accept the fact that Jie is no longer in this world.
Even though everybody's sad,
We still have to stay strong so that the grief will soon be gone
And to take care all of the rest whom are still living in this world.

At this point of time,
You will see the true colour of some humans..
They tends to be close with you etc,
But when such things happen,
They will run till nowhere.
Such people is called "落井下石"
They deserves to die. Hate this kind of person

At the meanwhile, while everybody's still recovering back to normal,
I hope we can stay strong and be united. =)

"Jie, we will miss you and all the kind deeds you did in your 26 years of life. It's the 7th day since the day you left. Please take care of youself in another world and be happy~"

人生真的很无奈。。

To all concern

2010-11-24T13:04:00.001+08:00

Please stay strong!

Actions to be considered

2010-11-23T09:00:00.002+08:00

Before doing anything to hurt anybody,
be it in action or words etc...
Think of youself,
Think of your parents
And think of the "anybody"'s parents

It was not a crime to hurt anybody.
But, are u creating a sin to hurt so many people??

Stress

2010-11-21T01:53:00.001+08:00

It's sad that today is sunday.
Tomorrow is Monday.
Saddest thingy is, I must return back to school. =(

Miss You

2010-11-18T00:14:00.002+08:00

I misses the time when we were together, Chong.
Rmb the last time we went out, we went to eat... The wood thingy poke inside my hand, you were more nervous than me.
That was the first time I saw you kan cheong me.
Now that you told me you leaving Singapore, and I cannot get in touch with you, I feel so xinku.
If you saw this post, can you get back to me asap? Thanks

2010-11-13T19:37:00.002+08:00

Went Bugis with mummy to get a skinny jean, and 2 shirts.
After that, we headed to Far East Plaza to get a shoe,
Lastly, we go to AMK and bought 1 more shirt and 1 more high heel.. =)

9th nov 2010 W35K

2010-11-09T21:50:00.000+08:00

Orchard

2010-11-06T23:30:00.000+08:00

Went Fareast to find Aishah and ZhenJun today....

Found this somewhere. =)

JB Trip

2010-11-06T03:03:00.006+08:00

Bought this at Sengkang

School

2010-11-03T22:56:00.000+08:00

My Favourite Classmates of W35K

Whatever

2010-11-02T02:08:00.000+08:00

别把你的快乐建筑在别人身上。。。

New Stuff

2010-10-30T22:50:00.000+08:00

Went Bugis with Mummy
Got myself 1 pant and 1 skirt.

Balloon

2010-10-29T13:22:00.002+08:00

Stars

2010-10-26T23:08:00.001+08:00

When will you appear in my life?

Cousin Wedding 25th Oct 2010

2010-10-25T00:46:00.011+08:00

Eugene and Me~

Parents and Me!

Simon and Wenyue

Simon and Eugene

Johnathan and Me~~~
My boyfriend of the day~
Wahahaha

Cousin looking at my side

At Loyang Dua Pek Gong

New Clothing

2010-10-23T23:45:00.003+08:00

Too Much

2010-10-23T11:55:00.001+08:00

It seems like I've been thinking and considering too much~

SobZzz

2010-10-19T19:10:00.003+08:00

Today was the day when I embarrassed myself in class/school/public again.
Partialled today as Lynn help me pack bag and went off from school alone at 2plus.
While I was walking alone, my tears keep drop..
Every step I walk on the way back to interchange, one tear drop.
I hate this day when he insult me.

Traffic Congestion

2010-10-18T09:56:00.004+08:00

Damnit.

I'm nearly late because of the traffic congestion near the woodlands ave 1.

New clothing

2010-10-17T20:17:00.004+08:00

Went Bugis with Dear at 7plus near 8pm yesterday to shop.
Get myself a tube, a 3/4 pants and a shirt.
3 stuffs cost me only $48!!!!!!!!
Few days ago, I also bought a so call "Jacket" from the flea market in school,
which costs me $18. (Thanks to Lynn whom lent me the money to buy in the 1st place) HAHA..
Now that my pocket got hole, I wonder what should I do eat during my school day next coming week..
ZZzzzZZZ
Perhaps I should just get Milo and tea tml. =(

The Wound Are Still Recovering

2010-10-11T20:37:00.004+08:00

Just taken a photo of the stitches and realise how big/small the wound is... =(
Seriously, I don't think this picture can see clearly the wound.

Overdue pics

2010-10-10T14:19:00.005+08:00

My new hairstyle.

Cut on the day when I go for surgery. =)

Small Surgery

2010-10-07T21:15:00.000+08:00

Went for a small surgery to take out my dead hair cells which grows some sort of big pimple that is growing on it and leads me with no hair now. Doc sews up the wounds with 3threads. Kinda scare and pain.

While having the surgery, I still gets to be conscience. I can feel the blood coming from the head to my ear and to my face 3 times. I was very scare. I shouted for my mum. =(

School was reopening on this coming tuesday. I hope I can recover within this few days.

Dear made lunch for me

2010-09-29T00:25:00.004+08:00

This photo was taken on Monday when Dear came my house to study. =)
He made this food for me as lunch.
This was the 2nd time he cook and I ate the food he cook.
His culinary skills was good. =)))

Ding Ding Tang

2010-09-24T19:18:00.001+08:00

Used to remember the last time when I bought Ding Ding Tang was when I am in primary school. There was a uncle who will ride his bicycle near my house and the sound of the "ding ding" makes me aware that he is coming, and I will rush down to get a packet of Ding Ding Tang from him.

Doesn't know if I am being a mountain turtle or what, I feels that nowadays if I want to get a packet of Ding Ding Tang wasn't easy. Thus, I went to Hougang Point during the 23rd Sept with Dear and saw a stall that sells Ding Ding Tang. After I bought it, I took a photo of it as I feels that near future, it will not be as easy as last time to get a packet of it. =)

Hammy's New House

2010-09-23T23:56:00.003+08:00

Dear took all this photos after he cut all the necessary stuffs and make a new cage for his hammies.

This is a photo of Dear. =)

Overdues photos

2010-09-19T23:39:00.001+08:00

This are some updates of the food that my mum and me bought on 18th sept 2010 for lanten festival praying. =)

FUCK

2010-09-17T22:00:00.000+08:00

F.
I am left all alone to worry myself.
CCB

Tell me

2010-09-16T01:41:00.001+08:00

Tell me how would you feel to find out that U've spend 4 years with a guy, yet just to find out that U aren't even comparable with someone who is.... tt gal.

Sucks to be me.

Oral end

2010-08-26T20:58:00.007+08:00

My oral has ended today at 4plus.
Went Hougang Point myself and shop around.

I would like to tell Jimmy sth...
If you were able to read this msg,
Login to my account and read..

Long time no update

2010-08-26T00:37:00.003+08:00

I will be having oral at the later part of the day.

Kinda nervous again, as I have to handle 2 testers at one go.
Hais...

Found that this 2 pictures very nice. Therefore, decided to upload this 2 photos.

I've completed watching 偷心大圣P.S男 within 2 and a half days. A very nice show, and was deeply attracted by all the actors and actress. =D

hais

2010-08-21T17:44:00.001+08:00

come to think of it ever since when I had my first boyfriend till now,
I've never ever had a guy who will really love me inititally and woo me.
I do not have a proper wooing from any guy..
*Regret*

10th Aug 2010

2010-08-10T09:03:00.000+08:00

If you can be friendly to everybody,
I see no reason why you must be unfriendly to some of us in class.

wtf

2010-08-03T09:00:00.000+08:00

I can and will look down on people who don't deserve my respect,
I wouldn't look down on you.
Right now, you said I look down on you. WTF is that?
I got fucking no freedom at all.
I got my rights to keep my friends.
Why restrict me this and that?
If I have to do everything behind you, then that wasn't me at all.
Cause from the start, I wasn't a person like that.
I won't allow ANYBODY to interfer my stuffs no matter who the fuck you are to me.

;';

2010-08-02T23:09:00.001+08:00

No parents would like to see their child being unhappy...
Since I understand why, then why am I still doing that?

Sky of stars

2010-07-28T20:47:00.002+08:00

I would wish to see you and .......... when I am looking at this picture; full of stars.
Stars, please grant all my wishes. =)

...

2010-07-27T10:15:00.001+08:00

不管日子再难过。。。
我还是要学着笑着过。。。。。
否则，我还能怎样？

hais

2010-07-26T00:18:00.001+08:00

A very sad weekend I had.
I AM NOT HAPPY

Sentosa 2010

2010-07-23T19:18:00.006+08:00

11th July 2010

Trip: Sentosa

=(

2010-07-19T20:30:00.002+08:00

While you are outside enjoying,
Have you ever spend a minute wondering what I am doing now..?

Sick

2010-07-02T09:25:00.002+08:00

Skip lesson yesterday.
Kinda feeling sick... =(
Feel like vomiting and the giddyness. OMG
But luckily, tml's saturday.
I simply feel like puking now, especially NOW in class.. =(((
Op's result out.
FINALLY!
Went to see doc yesterday.
After he dignose with my pluse.. he told me that I'm lack of nuitrions which I feel a bit wierd.
I so big size, where got possible lack of nuitrions..? =(

..

2010-06-30T15:03:00.003+08:00

I'm not here today to show off that I get an F for my UT1 statistics..

I'm here to make myself ashame for what I've get for m result.

This is an punishment for myself. Make myself ashame so that I can learn from this punishment.

I simply don't understand what's the point of turning up for lesson everyday and in the end, get this kind of fuck up result?

Aren't I ashame to say out that my attendance is good but the result for UT is poor?

For a fucking UT1, I cannot even do well..

Tell me how can I do well for my UT2 n UT3?

RUnning

2010-06-29T14:16:00.000+08:00

Hey Hey,
It's time for me to go for a 2.4km running. =x

5th june 2010

2010-06-05T18:43:00.001+08:00

I should be awake after more than 20 slaps from myself

21st bday chalet

2010-05-31T00:50:00.002+08:00

check in on friday with my cousin and cousin in law and kim to chalet at downtown east.
Tiring day.
3 of my uncles and my grandma came.
Saturday was the day when I called everybody to come and celebrate with me.
It was the first time of my life that I feel so happy.
Hoe and Jeff came.
Yen, Ning, Ling, Serene, Clement and gf came too.
Aishah, Nana and Nana's sis came too.
All my uncles and some of my father's friends turn up too.
However, none of my aunt turn up.
However, I feel happy.
After the celebration, went movie with Simon and Dear.
But Simon join us like after 1 hour later.
After that, I ask him to drive Dear home, while I went to sleep.
Ah di told me he very scare got ghost, so I sleep with him till he fallen asleep then I return back to my bed. =)
Sunday, I went home with my parents and di and kai.
Tiring day as it may be,
I reach home at 11plus, i eat etc..
12plus sleep till 6.15pm.

Here I am, sincerely thanking everybody who turn up for my birthday.
Many billions and trillions of thanks. =)

Alvin's Msg

2010-05-27T13:40:00.002+08:00

Singapore Driving

2010-05-24T08:56:00.002+08:00

Went to see chinese doctor on Thursday at Yishun.
However, was very angry when we(my parents) and me were on our way home.
WHY?
we were on our way to turn to our left side, the arrow was blinking, my dad feels unsafe to turn so he stop.
Guess what?
A malay idiot guy(applicable only to that idiot) with the bike plate FBB37(?) horn at my dad.
When my dad screen down his windows,
KNOW WHAT THAT IDIOTIC FELLOW SAYS?
1st sentence: JUST NOW WHY YOU CAN TURN, WHY YOU DON'T WANT TO TURN?
2ns sentence: YOU KNOW YOU NEARLY BANG ONTO ME?

wah.. that guy can tell my dad he nearly bang onto him, but he cannot CRITICISE my dad's driving.
1st of all, he cannot see what's obstacle we can see(in the front car).
2ndly, WHERE IS HIS SAFELY DISTANCE?
If he was to say we nearly bang onto him, and he DID FOLLOW the safely distance, would there be any chance that we will bang onto him? FUCK IT MAN.
He's just a 20plus punk,
compare with my dad,
My dad have more experience in driving THAN HIM!
I don't even think my dad nearly bang onto him,
More likely is he nearly bang onto my dad and he was furious thus, pushes the blame to my dad.
I HATE THAT BASTARD. ILL BRED FELLOW.
THINK HE RIDING HIS GIRLFRIEND THEN CAN SHOW OFF TO PEOPLE?
IF HE REALLY CARE ABOUT THEIR LIFE,
HE SHOULDN'T EVEN HIDE BEHIND PEOPLE'S BLIND SPOT..
CANNOT AFFORD TO GET A CAR WITH 4 WHEELS YET COMPLAINING.

HE SHOULD HAVE ASK HIMSELF IF HE FOLLOW THE FUCKING SAFELY DISTANCE, WILL ANYTHING HAPPEN?!

Looking Back

2010-05-21T09:26:00.002+08:00

Looking at my friend's photos....
I feels that I drift apart from you guys very far, very far.
There must be a reason why..
Somehow, it's too late to know the reason already.
Just hope that I can have a real and true group of friends.
However, in my heart...
I know that you will still be the best group of friends I have in my life.

....

2010-05-19T09:09:00.003+08:00

我不需要你的施舍。。。

三年前，那件事改变了我们的世界。。
没得说后悔或不。。
因为我相信就算后悔，你也改变不了事实。
接受现实，硬着头皮走下我的下后半身的路才可以慢慢的恢复我所受过的伤。。

Dear,
当我哭时，我并不需要你来可怜我。。
因为都是我的错，才会造成今天的大错。
我只希望我们的后半身，不会在吵架。。。
更不想你在对不起我，
或在伤害我。
我不想再因为你所做的事，而伤心落泪。

Don't ask me anything that happened.
Cause I know only both of us know very well what I am trying to tell him.